Now I have to become me again

I don't know what to say here. I cry when I think about life without you, but I cannot see us together forever. I don't want anyone else, and don't think I ever will. With you I am not myself, I am an extension of you. I don't want to be an extension of you, but I want to be with you. I don't think you could or would want to be with me if I was myself, but I need to be myself. And I need to be with you. I don't know what to do. I guess I'll have to live the question, and never expect to find an answer. We'll see.