What can I say?

I'm so in love with you, and now, despite your occasional coldness, you are mostly warm and affectionate. You appreciate my affection and reciprocate my love. It feels as if we were meant to be together and you are coming to realize how happy we'd be. Your parents think the worst of me, a bum, and you for being with a bum like me, but patience is the greatest virtue we have: if only we can wait, and make it through the hard times, we will eventually prosper and life will be different: I cannot say easier, but financial worries will disappear and we will only have each other to worry about, and each others worries to concern ourselves with. Perhaps this will be bliss, but it depends on how you see "bliss". My bliss is just being with you, seeing you again after not having been with you for any period of time, feeling you wanting me. This is the greatest feeling I have ever had, and with you, the greatest feeling I ever will have. I don't want anyone but you, ever, and I want everything you want, for you, from me, but I fuck up and you have to forgive me, as I forgive you, for then, and only then, will we know that we can get over each other bad points, reconcile after each others mistakes, and make up, knowing we aren't perfect, but that we want the best for each other, and that we're willing to help each other to become better people, for each other, to improve, grow, forgive, trust, love, listen, and become, as two people are who want this for each other and are willing to commit to this for us together, an angel. I always want to do what you want, but you are not so clear and would prefer for me to decide, and I can't make the right decision. We must learn to compromise, say how we feel, decide what we want, and express our opinions, so that we can learn each other so well so that we don't even have to think but automatically know what each other wants, so that we can decide together, understand each other, and reconcile as quickly as possible after misunderstandings, mishaps, problems or troubles. I adore and nearly revere you Leyat Hochenbaum, so please, don't be upset with me for this, but cherish me, as I cherish you, and will forever, my one. Give me some time and I will show you how beautiful life can be.